The Broken Chords

There are songs that make us want to dance. Songs that make us want to sing along. But the best songs are the ones that bring you back to the moment you first heard them. And once again, break your heart.

Doesn't the world feel perfect when a certain song playing on the stereo just describes the exact condition you are going through ? And especially in times when you are in Love or you are completely heartbroken. People still belive at this satire , that when a person is Totally in Love , he starts composing embarrassing poems or songs. Hahah True. Or otherwise the  comparisions of the Moon to the Female lover wouldnt have been so typical.!! 

Well , Things go undescribed when , you are in Love and you start loving a song SO much that the lyrics of a two and half minute song can describe the position of your relationship. You also come across certain songs which both the partners love and perhaps you both sing and listen to that song in the memory of the lover. Yes music has powers to make you fall in love and also get you out of love.

However the real deal comes when the relationship is broken and somewhere somehow you are scared to hear that song.You are scared to be broken into pieces again . Because , you have worked hard alot to mend those pieces. You are scared to go back to those memories. You are scared that what if you hear that song and everything spills like an overflowing bucket of water. We tell our selves that ,  I m not coward , but I just dont have enough strenght to face the truth. However , everytime you scroll down the playlist in your Ipod , You deliberatley skip the song in order to not remind you of those lost moments. 

The feeling that you feel , can definately not be described. It is simply Weird as we say in coloqiual language. Some feel  lost. Some feel they dont want to go back to the same old moments and be struck by the heartbreak again. But for me , it is something like going back to the same old place and realizing what went wrong and feel completely broken and helpless. It's like running away from your shadow , your past. 

But in the end , you have to accept the fact that , Its the Circle of Life. This is Exactly how life moves. The earlier we accept it , The closer we get to insouciance.


Thanks 
With Love
Ipshita
xx